Long drawn out sigh

It's been a long day.
Faces drifting in and out.
Some familiar, most not. Or not focused enough to recognize those I should.
Soon this long day is over.
Soon it will be a new day, a new short day of three hours.
Three hours of what i always dreamed would happen to me.
Three hours of my complete.
Three hours of content.

*STRONGER*

So, I come to this awakening conclusion today.
I am constantly giving of myself each day.
I am in constant pain.
I also know that everytime I pour out more of myself, there is someone else there to catch the spill.
I know that no matter what insecurities I may have, that I never have to question if I am trying my hardest to do what is best for my family.
I never have to question if I am a "good person" or not, because I know in my family's eyes I am the best person.
I know that because I get up everyday and keep doing what I am doing, it makes me stronger. Not just tougher.
I can say with complete confidence that I am not weak. I am strong.
I still have my days, my sad times.
In the end, I am still the strong person I woke up as.
Am I puting the most important people in my life first? Yes I am.
Am I being selfish and focusing on myself first? No I am not.
I am complete.
I am at peace and completely confident about who I am.